in which i wonder about my bellybutton

what is a belly button beyond a battle wound of being born? i know. this seems random, but my mind works like that so get used to it or click the red x at the top of the page and go somewhere else. ahem. right, bellybuttons. have you ever really looked at your bellybutton and thought about it? some people have the most adorable literally button-like belly buttons, but i am not so fortunate. i have an innie, a little scrunch of skin in the middle of my tummy, serving no purpose anymore. isnt it weird that something that was once so vital, something that kept me alive as a leeetle baby now does... nothing? well i mean the  bellybutton itself didnt do anything, because it didnt exist, but where it is was my umbellical cord, my bungee cord that kept me from floating up and getting tangled in mumzies intestines. sick. anyways, so how weird is it that umbellical cords keep you alive for 9 months, they dry up and fall off, leaving behind... a little scar we call a belly button! my little brother... actually the skin behind his belly button never closed up, so you could push it in and like okay push on yours, unless you're really fat your hand finger wont like go into your stomach, you'll feel resistance. he didnt have that, so it stuck out like 2 inches! he ended up having to get surgery, they went in and closed up the skin behind his belly button so now it looks normal... weirdness. anways, so now we have this thing in the middle of our stomachs that ppl just cant seem to leave alone, why pierce it? eew. that weirds me out... its a belly button, not an ear.. altho i guess ear piercing is weird if you think about it that way... so is nose piercing. anyways. ppl just cant leave it alone! they wear bikinis to show it off, all bedazzled and cute, but really... is it? i dunno. these thoughts are very strange, i know. i scare myself somedays. so.... lets appreciate our belly buttons, let's have a nation belly button day, let's write songs and odes and symphonies in their honor.... and then let's go get some arby's curly fries cuz i am starving.

         love always
 .:.kara.grace:.

carwash epiphany

hey, im sorry its been so long since I’ve posted, so much has happened, I don’t even know where to begin. first of all… I got my heart broken, and the ultimate slap in the face all at once which is a LONNNG story, but suffice it to say I’m alrite now and me and the guy are friends, because I can’t hold things against people but I don’t trust him anymore at all and i’m so sick of these screwy ending romantically inclined endeavors ( I know, big words ^^) so in explanation, basically he convinced me to give him a chance, he swore up and down he changed and to believe him… so I did because I want to believe in people more than anything. and he sent me cute face book messages and said I was beautiful, he bought me orange sherbert and sunglasses because he said my eyes were so amazing and it wasn’t fair how I used them against him so it was NECESSARY to buy them… and he brought me Arnold Palmers and gave me good morning hugs… he left silly notes in my locker just to say hi Im in math class and I miss you… and so I told him alrite, here’s your chance. blow my mind. and… it was all good for a few days, we had fun we were like silly little kids and the entire school gave me crap for it ( even longer story) but we didn’t care… and we went to a ballet and held hands and laughed at the whole thing because ballet just isn’t our thing… and then I found out he made out with his ex less than 24 hours later, so at school Monday I told him choose between me and her. and…. he chose her. theres more to it than that, MUCH MUCH MUCH more but that’s the jist of it all. so I got my heart broken but im over it now because he’s not worth my sadness or my time in any way. end of story.

so on another subject, I recently moved up a dance class which I love to death because its so darn challenging and I have to practice A LOT but im good with it. my goal (yes im crazy) is to move up AGAIN by the end of march… its hard core. but I love dance so much, especially hard shoe.. for ppl that don’t know, I do irish dance and we have hard shoe and soft shoe. hardshoe is kinda like tap, but really not, and soft shoe is more graceful I guess? either way, theres a lot of kicking and trying to float across the room which im not the best at yet, but its getting there.

umm what else? well, we went to see voyage of the dawn treader this afternoon, it was okay. like it was TOTALLY NOT LIKE THE BOOK AT ALL and personally I think the acting at the beginning was really forced and choppy, but overall it was pretty good. not what I expected, but alrite. like it felt REALLY rushed, there was no time where they just sailed and enjoyed the water or whatever… I wont say anymore tho, go see it. the movie that looks fricking adorable is tangled~ I think we might go see it over Christmas break yay!

Speaking of Christmas break, I’m excited cuz we’re going skiing!!!! I love skiing so much, ive only been twice in my life, and at first I HATED it and couldn’t figure it out at all, but after a while I got the hang of it and by the end of the second time we went I skied the double black diamond so I felt super accomplished… ftw!

okay, I love Pandora internet radio, I really do, its great and I listen to it whenever im on the computer for a paper or whatever, but I really hate it when the ads pop up for target or whatever. okay so whats up with adam young? so he’s owl city and sky sailing? cuz this song called Brielle just came on… man what a gorgeous name, I love that name… neways, im like hey that’s owl city isn’t it? so I clicked to see what it was and it said sky sailing.. so apparently adam young has sky sailing as a side project thing? I never heard of it until now… interesting. I do love owl city…

amazing songs recently discovered: almost lover by a fine frenzy, yours eyes open by keane, just say yes by snow patrol, lovers in japan by coldplay, be like that by three doors down, annnd no envy no fear by Joshua radin. good songs, I promise, listen and you won’t be disappointed… if you are I will… umm I dunno, suggest some more? ;)

okay, ill post more when I can… because my life is a mess and you all deserve to hear ever crazy word!

love always,

.:kara.grace

haaaai. so i went to a ballet last night, my first ever. it was quite interesting, for a million reasons. first of all i got stuck in a random group of ppl with only mike and kayla that i knew around me, and some dude with spikey cactus hair sitting in front of me so i couldnt see a darn thing! at the intermission me and all my friends moved back where there were better seats and no cactus heads so we could all sit together.. it was fun. the ballet lasted 2 and 1/2 hours tho :-O crazy. ill explain later...
  love
kara

hai

ohh my life just got even more confusing today during last period... oh dear lord. its a long story that im not gonna tell here to the world, but... yeah. lets move on already.

                   xxx

so. its raining... love.love.love. and i heard some thunder earlier which made me smiiiile... yay storms. man i dont know what to post now. ummmmm well i had my first performance with my dance company fri nite which was fun~ me leah and erin screwed up majorly on one of our dances, but otherwise it was all good... yay dance. so i got me some sherbert from a friend... totally random and made my day i was like whaaaaa and he's like i got you sherberrrrrt!!! i shared with friends at lunch and we were happy people. umm what else? weeeel i also got me a report card and i done got all a's cept fer one stinkin b. grrr. ah well. whats with mah accent going on? *shudder* scaaaaaarrry. oh dear. i have to go now but i promise ill do a better post soon cuz these little ones are suckkkyyyy!!!!

     love always

.:kara.grace:.

what a week

once upon a time there was a girl named kara with a dilemma. her dilemma was named mike and he tied her in knots most days because he was an idiot but a very charming idiot. and so she chewed him out and it went badly. and now she's more confused than ever >.< boys are stupid. boys are stupid.boys are stupid.

dance tonite < 3

“We dance for laughter,

we dance for tears,

we dance for madness,

we dance for fears,

we dance for hopes,

we dance for screams,

we are the dancers,

we create the dreams.”

- Author Unknown

welcome to this crazy thing i sometimes call my life

welcome to this crazy thing i sometimes call my life

in and out and up and down and smiles and tears and strife

rainbow mornings gloomy days lovely moments fade away

waking up i pray this day will not just be a big mistake

      love always,

 .:kara.grace:.

ps i find that my spur of the moment poetry is my very favorite <3

once upon a time

and i have three minutes to post so this is gonna be short. oh. down to two minutes. ergh what to write about? well it snowed the other day >.< made me really mad since its only NOVEMBER. heck no. heck no. this bothers me immensely in so many ways. dear weather, you can snow right before/during/after Christmas and that is IT. oh. my.time.is.up. im sorry, these posts have been rully sucky lately ill give you a good one soon tho.. on thursday when i babysit and have time to think for once. ^_^
     love
.:kara.grace:.

if right is leaving, id rather be wrong...

song of the day: she is the sunlight by trading yesterday...

i swear if a guy ever sang this song to me i would prolly melt. it is so saddd and sweet and... *swoon* its a good song. listen to it. oh, that and your guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus. such lovely songs, and sad and.... yeah. anyways. had a lovely day today we had the boys we are adopting over for the weekend so we went to applebees and the mall today... and a ton of whatevers tommorow including daaaaaaaance baybee. yay. okay this is a lame post, but i have to go already. more later. promise.
                love,
    .:kara.grace:.

what now? WHAT NOW?

song of the day: by now.... by me

                              xxx
and so today has been a strange day. a long day. a short day. somehow both? if i had to pick a color, i would put today as... maybe a teal? like there were some great parts, but some parts that really have made me go uuuuuuuugh. for instance, waking up very late and looking like crap today was not fun. however, laughing with mike and dalia in lit and histroy almost made up for it. i dunnw  aht do blog abouuuuut >.<    
                   --
be happy my loves.
        .:kara.grace:.

jenship

song of the day: speeding cars by imogene heap

first of all lemme just give a shout out to mah homie miss courtney who made me the most incredible mix tape which i love ^_^ and a ridiculously epic book called "destroy this journal" which makes me very hapy as well ~ eeee!
                           xxx
jenship. so i learned the meaning of this word today from my soulmate, dalia, well actually it was in existence before but we named it today... so mike is a kid at my school who has the largest ego i have ever met. he thinks that every grl who meets him likes him. i will admit, when i first met him i was like ooh he's.... charming? yeah right. neways he is.... uh how can i say it politely? he brags about having kissed 27 girls in his life, most of which he has no names for. he hooks up for fun. now he's not all bad, we're friends, but he's one of those guys who likes everyone, and lets everyone know it, and enjoys being rejected by a few so he can have something to do in his spare time. i kid you not. anyways. he has this... girl. named jen who he makes out with when she's around, and they'll hang out and chat and be whatever but they won't date! i bug him about it all the time because it makes no sense to me, there is NO commitment... so today he was chatting up dalia and i was like maaan and he put his arm around her and was  like " see, we're GREAAAT friends" and im like "wow mike, thats more than friends" and dalia whispers " he wants more than friendship, he wants a JENship... rotfl. this makes me laugh. maybe you would have to be there... ill finish this later >.< i have to go
       love
 .:kara.grace:.

sorry. my blogging skills suck lately.

1 Are you single? yes




2. Are you happy? meeh



3. Are you bored? yessss



4. Are you naked? NOOOO!!



5. Are you a blonde? yes



6. Are you moody? sometimes



7. Are you a lover/hater? both



8. Are you hot/cold? SMOKIIIN~ just kidding ;) right now? just right



9. Are you Irish? i do irish dance...



10. Are you Asian? psh obviously~



TEN FACTS.



1. Name: kara



2. Nicknames: car-uh.... thats about it. and thats not a nickname i like... it was forced upon me by the mean boys in my school >.<



3. Birth mark: on my left calf... little bloop



4. Hair color: blonde



5. Natural hair color: blonde



6. Eye color: blue



7. Height: 5' 3"



8. Facebook Mood: heh? ummm bored to death?



9. Favorite color: blue, purple and lime green all at once!



10. One Place to Visit: how about you tell me who i can take and THEN ill decide...



TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.



1. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes



2. Do you believe in soul mates?
 most definitely


4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? several times



5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? maybe



6. Have you ever been cheated on?
 yes


7. Have you ever liked someone and not told them? all the time



8. Are you afraid of commitment? no



9. Who was the last person you hugged?
ummmm... mike?


10. Who was the last person you kissed? haha



TEN THIS OR THAT.



1. Love or lust? love



3. Cats or dogs?cats



4. A few best friends or many regular friends? few bestiies



5. Television or internet? internet



6. Chinese Or Indian?umm uhh i dunno?



7. Wild night out or romantic night in? romantic night in



8. Money or Happiness?
happiness


9. Night or day? night<3



10. MSN or phone? phone



TEN HAVE YOU EVER.



1. Been caught sneaking out? umm not really



2. Been skinny dipping? no



3. Stolen? hasnt everyone taken something minor?



4. Bungee jumped? no



5. Lied to someone you liked?
yes


6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?no



8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back? oh baby


9. Cried because you lost a pet? yess..... :.( RIP janie and mr darcy...



10. Wanted to disappear? psh story of mah life



TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER.



1. Smile or eyes? smile



2. Light or dark hair?dark



3. Hugs or kisses? both



4. Shorter or taller? taller



5. Intelligence or attraction? heeeh i dunno



6. Romantic or spontaneous? a bit of both... spontaneously romantic! romantically spontaneous!



7. Funny or serious?
 funny


8. Older or Younger? doesnt matter



9. Outgoing or quiet?
outgoing


10. Sweet or Rebel?
     psh

TEN HAVE YOU’S.



1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd? yes



2. Ever done drugs? no



3. Ever been pregnant? no



5. Ever been on a cheer leading team?

no

6. Ever Been on a dance team? yes... two at the moment~



7. Ever been on a sports team?
yes


8. Ever been in a drama play/production? yes



9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?no



10. Ever been in a rap video? all the time bayyybeee



TEN LASTS.



1. Last phone call you made: my mum?



2. Last person you hung out with: ehhh mayybe leah and jeremiah?


4. Last time you worked: babysat!



5. Last person you tackled: uhhh maybe chad? altho i didnt really tackle him, he just kinda fell over cuz i was tickling him... long story.



6. Last person you IM’d:
lets go with fb messaged, then it would be dalia


8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with:
ohh dear, i dont even remember!


9. Last thing you missed: pink lemonade



10. Last thing you ate:
apple :)

             xxx

im sorry... i havent posted or been keeping up with any of your lives lately. i suck. soorrrry. ive been so DARN busy lately... updates... eh nothing much? its life. its bleh. how are all of you?

          love

         .:kara.grace:.

and now i finish this once and for all~

72. ARE YOU LAZY?

- sometimes...



73. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT?

- the great escape by boys like girls, times by tenth avenue north, accoustic #3 by the goo goo dolls, life is beautiful by sixx am, cat and mouse by red jumpsuit apparatus

74. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE BAND?

- we the kings, boys like girls, red jumpsuit apparatus, parachute, owl city



75. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?

all of emmmm!



76. DO YOU WANT TO GO ANYWHERE SPECIAL THIS YEAR?

- yayuh baby



77. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

- a commercial about little caesar's hot and ready pizza

78. LAST THING YOU ATE?

- fish sticks



79. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?

- mum



80. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT YOURSELF IN THE MORNING?

- am i still breathing?


81. FAVOURITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG:

- if i am by nine days or accoustic #3 by the goo goo dolls



82. FAVOURITE TWO THINGS TO HATE:

- classified



83. FAVOURITE DRINK:

- pink lemonade <3



84. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN

- ummmm ? i dunno



85. SPORTS YOU LIKE TO WATCH?

- ice skating, hockey, gymnastics



86. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?

- blonde



87. EYE COLOUR?

- blue



88. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?

- thank God, no


89. SIBLINGS?

- three biological, adopting two more


90. FAVOURITE MONTH(s)

- summer



91. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?

- never really had it



92. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?

- my fingers typing these words


93. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?

- well THIS year i think it was... july 17? or 18? but generally, i dunno, dont reallly have one


94. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?

- yes and no



95. SUMMER OR WINTER?

- Summer.....



96. KISSES OR HUGS?

- depends on who i guess...



97. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS?

- relationships



98. WHO IS YOUR FAVOURITE CELEBRITY?

- ugh no one


99. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ASK YOU ON A DATE?

- father time

100. BOOKS YOU'D LIKE TO SEE TURNED INTO A FILM?

- star girl, gemma doyle trilogy, cage of stars... only if they dont kill them tho, the plot i mean.

                                           xxx

and now.... uh i dont know what to write now! life has been kinda blaaaah i guess, nothing really exciting or great. its life. school is getting harder and harder now, which is discouraging but meh. dance is pretty awesome tho, if my mum is alrite with it, we're gonna do a performance in november so practicesfor that will be on wednesdays... with privates tuesday, group on fri and our performance team practice on sunday... oy vey.

38. FIRST JOB?


- daughter


39. EVER PRANK CALLED SOMEONE?

- hee hee all the time


40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?

- eating chicken and rice ^_^


41. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?

-nothing. eew


42. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS MEME?

- to see if i can get to know myself a little better


43. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?

- My eyes...


44. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?

- exctly what i do now.... nothing.


45. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?

- confidential


46. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?

- 5


47. WHERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?


- my future self


48. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?

- very nite


49. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVOURITE?

- left pinky


50. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?

- when mr darcy died.. sat nite


51. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?

- sure


52. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?

- ugh n one

53. ANY BAD HABITS?

- several.



54. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?

- i think theres a science test review cd there somewhere...


55 IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?


- oh dear, no way~!!!


56. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?


hasnt everyone


57. DO LOOKS MATTER?

- i feel like how i do does, but i dont care about others appearance


58. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?

-yell, write a poem, write a song, write a note and rip it up, beat a pillow...

59. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?

- my imagination.


60. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?

- I do not


61. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD?

- haha ironic, i got asked this today in a note! swings, or bossing around my little sister if that counts


62. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR MOBILE PHONE?


- i dont have a phone >.<


63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?

- psh who, me?


64. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FAMOUS?

- nopers


65. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?

- not yet


66. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A PLACE TO LIVE?

- lovely surroundings, wood floors, high ceilings, bright colors... and room overlooking the ocean


67. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?

- car-uh thats its... grrrrr hate that name
68. HOW MANY HATS DO YOU OWN? WHAT'S YOUR HAT SIZE?

uhhhh nada. the size of mah head


69. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?

nope


70. WERE YOU UPSET ABOUT STEVE IRWIN DYING?

i felt bad for his daughter


71. WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?

raspbery sherbert ^_^


more later~ love, me

ill finish these later...

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?


on my left shoulder blade… ha lets just say it involved falling onto a piece of furniture early one morning



2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR BEDROOM?

paint. pictures. birds. liquid eyeliner ( when I open the top of it, it tends to spray and.. its hard to explain). marks from where I stuck gum on my wall a few times

-

3. WHAT DOES YOUR MOBILE PHONE LOOK LIKE?

-invisible :/



4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?

- good gracious~ everyting!



5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?

- ummm ?



6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?

- *sigh. too much to explain



7. WHO DO YOU MISS?

- Agent S



8. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOUR OR HAS A CRUSH ON YOU?

- maybe? doubtful tho



9. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?

- plushie



10. WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?

- Grace.. opposite of what I am!!



11. THE BEST TV SHOW EVER CREATED:

- errrrrm ???? answers may vary



12. THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO?

mumzie



13. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?

- No I love the dark… cant sleep unless its pitch black. something about melting into it



14. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?

- mr darcy. I count him as a person… he was my hamster who just died :,(



15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?

phoenix axe… black currant vanilla



16. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?

- im not picky

17. WOULD YOU RATHER BE SMART OR FUNNY?

- I would rather be happy with who I am… whether thats smart, funny, idiotic, silly



18. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?

- coffeeeeeeeeeee



19. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PIZZA TOPPING?

- pepperoni, or ham and pineapple



20. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

- raspberry sherbert, pineapple, strawberries, mozzarella sticks

21. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU MAD?

- parents



22. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?

- poetry

23. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?

- life



24. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?

maybe. i suppose like isnt a good word tho.


25. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?

i wiiiish~



26. FAVOURITE CLOTHING BRAND?
ummm i dunno



27. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM CAR?

- at this point i just want my license!!



28. WHAT COLOUR IS IT?

hmm if i had a car? front starts out sky blue then fades to midnight blue in the back with swirlies all over ^_^


29. WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE KIND OF EXERCISE?

dance!



30. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?

anytime


31. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?

i dunno, depends on who it is and if i want them to know...


32. WRITE A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:

17.17171717171717171717171717


33. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?

well im blonde so i say blonde but i know some wonderful brunettes



34. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?

911!!!!!!!!! just kidding~ i dont really talk on the phone >.<



35. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?

oh gosh this is a long list. ppl who abuse authority, ppl that dont stand up for what they believe in, politicians, ppl who put God in a box... pickles, poodles, ticking clocks...


35. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY? WHERE DID YOU GO? WHAT PLACE DID YOU LIKE BEST?

yes. england. bolton abbey <3


36. YOUR WEAKNESSES?

HAHAHAHA like imma tell you? if you dont know it already, you dont deserve to know~

37. FRIES/CHIPS, RICE OR BEANS?

sherbert!

all the wasted time the hours that were left behind that answers that we'll never find they dont mean a thing tonight

song of the day: the great escape by boys like girls ( love this song... makes me happy)

 xxx

when it comes down to it... i feel weird today. i dont know, alot has happened and i cant make sense of most of it. its hard to explain it, can't describe it... i don't even know what it is myself. perhaps its fall, the cold air may be getting to my head and severing important ties so i cant think right. is that a plausible theory or am i just insane? and when all is said and done i dont even know anymore so ill go with a little insanity and a lot of confusion, hows that?

xxx

in other news. today was alrite, school was blah, nothing great to report. umm oh, im going to bubble island  tommorow with some friends ( youngju, mike, and jessica) so that should be fun ^_^ and i lost my permit so i have to find 25 bucks to get a new one >.< ergh. oooh and then i got moved up a dance class so ill have that fri night~ yay. and sat we get to go hang out with the boys we're adopting (we're gonna go to the zoooooo) and then sunday church and dance again for performance team! theennn dance again on tuesday. dance dance bayyybeeee. i love dance, i think right now thats one of the things that keeps me going everyday.
                 xxx
more later, my loves. more later.
  .:kara.grace:.

a meme cuz im too lazy to post :/

stole this from plushie so ill assume he is all the I's

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

nah



02) What was your dream growing up?
to be happy


03) What talent do you wish you had?
 to understand people


04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
hmm how about an arnold palmer



05) Favorite vegetable?

potatoes



06) What was the last book you read?
cage of stars



07) What zodiac sign are you?

libra i think...


08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
ears once. wish i had more :/



09) Worst Habit?
 speaking without thinking... listening to my heart and not my head.... arguing things for the sake of arguing and then making ppl mad cuz surprisingly not eveyrone enjoys arguing :/



10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
 sure, hop on my handlebars


11) What is your favorite sport?

volleyball, irish dance



12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
umm both



13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
        ha



14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

classified



15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
         i only drink my milk ice cold.. literally milk with ice cubes or it grosses me out



16) Do you have any pets?
dog named mooshoo, cat named tommy, hamster named mr darcy



17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
           depends when and who was home


18) What was your first impression of me?
silly, funny




19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

terrifying



20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

psh dont even get me started


21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
crime partner



22) What color eyes do you have?
blueeee


23) Ever been arrested?

well.... there was taht one time... jk no i havent

24) Bottle or can soda?

bottle !!



25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?


travel the world



27) What's your favorite place to hang out?


under the stars anynight


28) Do you believe in ghosts?


in my way



29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
read, write, dance... talk, love... take showers... play piano... eat cheese...



30) Do you swear a lot?

sometimes


31) Biggest pet peeve?

ppl who put God in a box, self centered ppl, the sound of styrofoam being rubbed together... the list goes on and on



32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

disastrous



33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

more than anything



34) Favorite and least favorite food?



Favorite: mozzarella sticks
least: hmm i dunno?



35) Do you believe in God?


yes... but its complicated



36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?



yes siree

To fifteen

Here's to fifteen. Of all the years I've lived, fifteen has been my biggest yet for a million reasons... it was my first time sneaking out of the house and sneaking a guy in my window, my first kiss, my first time where i turned on everything I believed in so I could look at it from a distance, and see who i was... my first time really yelling at my parents, my first guitar playing experience, my first time being stalked... i went through 4 guys in one year, changed schools and churches, moved up drastically in dance competition, found out who my real friends were, started driving, became a portland mount hope youth grouper... i could go on and on but my point is this : fifteen was a big year... so heres to fifteen... and heres to the future, to sixteen and a drivers license and drama and college in a few years and life in the big wide world.... here's to the future. and here's to you, my blog readers~ thanks for sticking with me through thick and thin. i owe you one.

                   love,

   .:kara.grace:.

girl meets hamster

song of the day: here we go by ok go ( <3 )

so today i had my family bday party and one of my gifts was a hamster cage, food and bedding ^_^ 2morro i get to pick out my very own teddy bear hamster from petco~ yay! the only problem is apparently they dont like loud noises (yelling, music blaring) and the shock of it can make them actually DIE so im thinking me and my friend are going to have to find a happy medium because i yell... alot. and i blare my music... alot.

                                              THEY'RE SO CUTE!!!

ill post pics of mine when i get it tommorow~ eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! so cute!

                                     xxx

in other news! for my bday so far.. ive got lotsa money which is really good cuz i want to buy a 250 dollar camera ASAP...  and i got so yesterday by westerfield (w00t w00t) and keeping the moon by sarah dessen which is rullllly good and... more monies... and hamster stuff ^_^ annnd more phoenix axe body spray ( yummmmm) what else to report? ho hum. i gotta go so ill post more later~ k loves?

          love,

  .:kara.grace:.

where hath my social networking sight fled?

hello dear friends and enemies
Its in my heart to say
I truly hope that all of you
Have had a lovely day

I will not lie and swear that mine
Was perfect or the best
Honestly I feel like I'm
In need of days of rest

With dreams of sleeping I drudge on
In happy and in sad
On rainy days, on sunny days
On giggly days, and mad

When weekends come I relish it

The moments I relax

But just 2 days is all I get

Then dreaded school is back.

It's not like I just hate my school

The people there are nice

But all the teachers probing eyes
Are much too high a price

And so right now while I should be
Now scribbling homework down
I'm taking time to type a rhyme
That's lamer than a clown...
xxx
alrite that was dumb...haha i couldnt help myself, i enjoy thinking in rhyme sometimes, you should try it, its a good challenge :3. seeoooo about my title~ is anyone else's facebook down or is it just this stupid computer. errrgggh facebook is my happy place on the interneeeeeet i know thats lame and addict sounding, but its where all my friends are... like hanging out online and now its *sniffle sniffle* GONE! or atleast for now... it says theres a network error and blah blah whatever *sigh. sad.
xxx
school was alrite today, i had a few.... sterrange experiences including ANOTHER mention of the mall (courntey, you know what im talking about...),a SUPER confusing argument in chem, another confusing and funny argument in lit, and in general just a LONG DAY. thursdays are bad days for classes (i have dif classes every day of the week) so thursdays go like this:
double hermeneutics ( two periods)
rhetoric 1
algebra
LUNCH
art
world lit
chem
so art and lunch and lit were alrite, but double hermeneutics? REALLLY ergh. its soo boring. and rhetoric is just confusing. algebra is BLEH, and chem is chaos. in a bad way. Oh lordy.
xxx
to end, some lyrics for a song i heard on a kids station today... its so cute ^_^
look it up and listen~ its adorable.

I went to see the doctor
I had come down with the blues
She said that I can’t cure you but heres something you can do, take out a piece of paper and go sit down for a while and a draw a pretty picture of something that makes you smile
I know what makes me happy i didn’t have to think for long but when i tried to draw it, it always came out wrong
i had a box of 12, 48 and 64 but no where could i find that one shade i was looking for

I guess i had realized it should have come as no surprise, crayola doesn’t make a color for your eyes
There is no way that i could possibly describe you
crayola doesn’t make a color to draw my love

see? ahhh doooor uuuh buuuuwl.
love fohevah

urmmmm

song of the day: fuzzy blue lights by owl city

hello~ well today was pretty good. i mean its school, ya do what you can. good things tho.... donuts in math class, getting a hibiscus flower drawn on the inside of my arm with sharpie, telling off the boys, getting shocked by a fake gum thing ANNNNND getting dalia back ( she smacked my butt and i wasnt expecting it so i SCREAMED but i got her back.... mwahaha). but that was purty much my day. nothing great and life changing :/
wellll imma going to youth group tonite! w00t w00t. yaay. OH MAN i just remembered, we talked about porn, sex and obscenity today in lit! it was hilarious. and somewhere in there we ventured into PMSing and that whole area. it was definitely.... an adventure. hee hee. okay, ill write more later when i have more to report, but to end, a poem from my new fave guy...

somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond by E. E. Cummings

somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near

your slightest look will easily unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose

or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands
x i love his work because it seems random, but to me it makes perfect sense ^^ x
.:kara.grace:.

things that make you go hrmmm

song of the day: crash by the acro-brats
i was watching mr beans holiday and this song was on it... i happen to love it~ the song and the movie... but the song i mean here~ its good for running :3
xxx
so i just have to make a comment on the pic... i happen to find this HILARIOUS because of the whole twilight thing. now i cant say much because i have never bothered to read/watch twilight, but i can say this: from what ive heard its purty lame, no es verdad?
xxx
on the title: so at my school everyone in the HS and jr hi gets jobs for after school and today i had the job of vaccuming 3 classrooms. so i did mr belot and mrs feldpaush's rooms, then i came to mr sochay's room and guess who was sitting at his desk... this wispy blonde barbie doll of a 28 year old, his wifey poo. she got up and said "hi! ohh its so nice to meet you~ arent you just lovely!" and hugged me... i stiffly hugged back in shock and smiled with my mouth " nice to meet you too..." then in walked 52 year old mr.sochay " oh you've met my wife! how nice!" i laughed nervously and plugged in the vaccum as quickly as possible. alrite, question of the day: what does malibu barbie see in a half bald half indian old guy? yeah im wondering myself....
xxx
so today i learned that halloween really originated as a Christian holiday~ apparently a bunch of Christians decided to dress up as witches and goblins and demons to mock satan and his lack of power... mr belots example was that this would be like in 1920 dressing as al capone and making fun of him all day while running around town. basically, old time satire. i find this really interesting... so eventually it morphed into a pagan holiday for a while i guess, but its origins are totally pure. so i guess all the anti-halloweenies need to hear that ;)
xxx
well tommorow my parents get to go meet deandre and dionte, the two boys we are ADOPTING~ yaaaaay! im so excited~! the only reason im not excited is cuz this means that i have to babysit from like 4 to 8, but if i get paid then yaaay! hmm other news? oh right~ i rode my bike with my sister up to a local golf course yesterday, that was fun, and i turned in my app to work next spring/summer... i doubt ill get the job cuz i know NOTHING about golf, but you know it can't hurt to try now and then i guesss
xxx
alrite, now call me a crazy geek but i must admit: as we speak i am ordering additional textbooks for out of school work. saxon alge2 and abeka grammar to be precise~ why? because my school does rhetoric which is learning to present a point and argue it in written form but not grammar for grades 11 and up so i dont want to lose all my grammar knowledge... and the math is because my book is just STUPID and really hard to learn from so i decided to do saxon on my own and work it out to try to learn it, plus then i can go ahead if i want or just go at my own pace. yeah im crazy, but i'm really planning on going hard core for school work this year~ i need good grades!!
xxx
alrite, its my bed time~ ill see you all later! thank you for tuning in to my insane ramblings, i feel priveleged to have held your attention for this long.
love always,
.:kara.grace:.

bleeeh

hello guys~ well i have to much to blog abouuut now, its weird. i dont even know where to start so ill go with retreat. retreat was with my leetle school from wed to fri... it was alot of fun, i went from being strangers with all my classmates, to meeting "my soul mate" dalia masaad ( a hilarious senior grl), skipping arm in arm with kim and adrianna and countless other scarily friendly gestures~ but it was awesome and i won slimbo (limbo but walking on a tarp covered in soap and water) yaaay and my grade won second in the vball tournament, yaaay. then fri i had dance and we picked up a grl from japan for the weekend ( naoku, shes really sweet)... then sat was FEIS (wooo hooooo~~~~!) where i got 2 firsts and a second so im mostly in prizewinner now... but my head is so sore from my stupid wig, i have a bump on my head where the combs dug in on the top. OWW! today... we went to check out a performance group close to where we live and ended up getting in so now im up to dance three times a week~ good lord! private lessons tuesdays, group on fri and performance sundays... man.
xxx
bored out of my skull today~ and im not feeling like school tommorow. im feeling like curling under my covers and sleeping for an eternity. that would be nice. and to end, some song lyrics that were on the wall in my dance studio...

Shall we dance?
On a bright cloud of music shall we fly?
Shall we dance?
Shall we then say "Goodnight and mean "Goodbye"?

love
.:kara.grace:.

to sum it all up would be impossible

hello. i must now blog about the last few days. ummm oh what day was that? wull one of them i went on a lovely walk with courtney in the drizzle, we took some pictures and talked, which was really great :) then... on sunday after church we rode our bikes like 15 miles i think? and even stopped in a cemetary and invaded a crypt!! but there was no one inside. darn. thats prolly why the door was unlocked.... anyways. yes so we rode around, and talked and talked and talked and rode and walked a bit when the wind was too strong anddddd oh dear i have to go but ill finish this when i get back from retreat and have much more to write about~
and to end, a lovely poem by ee cummings

up into the silence the green

up into the silence the green
silence with a white earth in it

you will(kiss me)go

out into the morning the young
morning with a warm world in it

(kiss me)you will go

on into the sunlight the fine
sunlight with a firm day in it

you will go(kiss me

down into your memory and
a memory and memory

i)kiss me,(will go)

out in the raaain.

i love ee cummings, he is probably my very favorite poet of all time. if you don't know why, read beloww....

in time of daffodils

in time of daffodils(who know
the goal of living is to grow)
forgetting why,remember how

in time of lilacs who proclaim
the aim of waking is to dream,
remember so(forgetting seem)

in time of roses(who amaze
our now and here with paradise)
forgetting if,remember yes

in time of all sweet things beyond
whatever mind may comprehend,
remember seek(forgetting find)

and in a mystery to be
(when time from time shall set us free)
forgetting me,remember me

Now i lay(with everywhere around

(Now i lay(with everywhere around)
me(the great dim deep sound
of rain;and of always and of nowhere)and
what a gently welcoming darkestness--

now i lay me down(in a most steep
more than music)feeling that sunlight is
(life and day are)only loaned:whereas
night is given(night and death and the rain

are given;and given is how beautifully snow)

now i lay me down to dream of(nothing
i or any somebody or you
can begin to begin to imagine)

something which nobody may keep.
now i lay me down to dream of Spring

a total stranger one black day by E. E. Cummings

a total stranger one black day
knocked living the hell out of me--

who found forgiveness hard because
my(as it happened)self he was

-but now that fiend and i are such
immortal friends the other's each

xxx
in short, i love that guys work. all of it is... lovely. speaking of LOVELY i went for a bike ride in the rain today~ it was an adventure. it was a minor ride, just around town and back, and i WAS soaked when i got home but it was worth it. it was my first real ride in the rain and i thought i might catch pneumonia but... theres something about riding around town in the pouring rain, it felt like i was the only one alive.... oh my gosh that sounded pathetic. anyways, it was gorgeous and worth being cold and soaked in the end. ahem. so, im excited, me and court are gonna wreak havoc on the world later today ;) yaaaaay.
xxx

find you inner sasquatch

school. school.school. i love and hate school. i love the fact that i have a heck of alot more freedom than my old school, like theyre a CHristian school but they don't shove it down your throat. its odd bcuz i get along really well with the seniors but not so much with the juniors, i find this odd because really, im sophmore age so the fact that i spend most of my time with the seniors, is kinda ironic. the juniors are alrite, but... i dunno kinda blah. the seniors are all much more intersting and friendly. haha. let me give an example, yesterday in chem, a kid named evan found a stuffed blowfish on a string and proceeded to swing it around over his head like a lasso for several minutes. okay, i didnt say they were MATURE i just said funny. okay honestly all the guys there are immature weirdos, but they make class fun. like today when we were talking about what we would read in lit... they suggested song of songs, giggling and "whispering" about their favorite verses... something like " here i lie, on my bed, thinking of you" and it got progressively worse~! silly boyyys. all in all, its a pretty good school. but it kinda sux when i have classes with just the 11th graders, i mostly sit by the kinda geeky but nice guys who atleast can have semi intelligent conversations , or kayla who really doesnt talk to me at all :/ either way, im kinda screwed.
xxx
had a lovely day today besides school in many ways, but its all too long and complicated to get into. so, just know it was fun.
xxx
oh hahah i am currently watching a REALLY funny movie called Just Married with ashton kutcher... it is histerical, if you havent watch it, watch it soon~ its making me laugh like crazy. i swear these are the kind of things that are gonna happen to me someday.... the premise is they get married and go on their honeymoon and everything goes downhill from day one... like he goes to carry her over the threshold and she slams her head on the door frame. they start kissing and she gets a nose bleed. andd more hilariousness, watch it, just trust me ;)
xxx
wull. have a good night my loves, behave and have sweetest dreams.

first day of school. and my great luck.

song of of the day:here in your arms by hellogoodbye

today was the first day of school (half day) and my day has actually been the best ive had in quite a long time. i showered/dried/straightened my hair last nite so when i got up all i had to do was get dressed, put on mah makeup and crimp random pieces of hair. either way, i woke up around 6:20 ish and rolled out of bed and turned on my christmas lights~ which are much nicer than a normal lite when you first wake up lemme just say~ and got around.... and then we left around 7:30... and i got squished in the back between the boys and cranked my MP3 player (until the end by breaking benjamin being my theme song today). okay why am i giving you a play by play? lemme give an OVERVIEW. arrived at school, and ooooh i decorated my LOCKER with pictures and stuff and hung my dear friend Lucas on the back wall so i see him and smile when i open my locker. so im standing at my locker feeling awkward and like 3 ppl walked by, saw my pic of Gir in his dog suit and were like NO WAY i love that show~ i have found kindred spirits!! anyways. then we had an assembly~long and boring. then like 15 minutes of every class to get a feel for what its like, then we left! yaaay. when i got home i went for a bike ride and found my lucky guy, who definitely brought me luck <3 <3 <3 which made me very very very happy. and it was a lovely day in general, i went up to the hill for a few minutes and it was amazing, the wind and the sun and EVERYTHING. and now... here i am! chilling. loving today. wishing for things i can't have.
xxx
so. here we are. at the brink of fall, almost done with summer. and im feeling a million things... its like whaaaaaaaat? where did that come from? *sigh.
xxx
guess whaaaat? i get to go on a retreat next week~ from wed to fri with school, im reaaaaally excited. it should be fun. wish i had a camera to take pictures with :(
all my love,
~me

scattered

song of the day: say goodbye by skillet

i have always believe that the hill is an enchanted place, but these last two days... i have been completely reassured beyond the shadow of a doubt. yesterday i rode up there, really torn up about alot of stuff and confused and as i rode up the hill, i noticed one solitary perfectly yellow dandelion. its the first one ive seen in weeks, and it totally cheered me up, little things make my day. today, i was feeling really down and... scattered as i was riding around, taking in my crazy stressful life all at once and feeling overwhelmed, when i rode to the hill and walked to the top with my bike~ as soon as i sat down i was kinda half crying, like right on the verge but not letting myself and... okay, im a mess. but anways, sitting there i just got this rush of horribleness and all of the sudden, the sun broke through the clouds and shined right on me, like the universe knew i needed it, and i couldnt help but smile. so i layed back and looked at the patchy blue sky and smiled because somehow... its all gonna be alrite.
xxx
what else to say... wull i had to help at a garage sale and make cookies to sell there (sugar and chocolate/peanutbutter chip) they turned out reaaaally good, i was impressed with my maaad baking skills ;) no really im a pretty bad baker really but i enjoy messing around in the kitchen~
xxx
so. i reactivated my old blog! i actually dont even know the address... but its called moments of irrelevancy and ive decided to start posting my poems, for ppl taht dont know i write alot of poetry but lemme warn you, i only write when im depressed or in pain or feeling something horrid so its all depressing, please dont be worried or be like whoooah shes always maad or saad cuz its not true, what im posting is all my poems from like the last 3 years to now.
xxx
i feel... a million things, i feel... like i need to stop writing now. im gonna get myself in trouble.
*sigh.
love forever and always
~kara

well then.

i know i should post but i just dont have anything really post worthy! i'm sorry my life is so boring, i really wish i had something more interesting to tell about. in lieu of interesting discussion, i think ill go find a meme.
. Are you happier now than you were five months ago?

2. Have you ever slept in the same bed with anyone that you shouldn't have? well, it depends. from my point of view no, from other ppls... possibly.

3. Can you sleep in total darkness? yes. thats just about the only way i can fall asleep, silence and darkness

4. Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for, the one who got away, what do you say? " Hey! How the hell did you get my number????"

5. What do you think about the weather this summer? meh. lame question. i refuse to answer!

6. How many people do you trust with everything? maybe two

7. What was the last thing you drank? water

8. Is there anyone you want to come see you? yeeeeesssssh

9. Name one thing you love about winter? snuggling up in front of the fire place with a good book and hot chocolate

10. Have you ever dated a Goth? nope.

11. What are you looking forward to tomorrow? not much, unless it rains

12. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having? my mum left me in this messy house to babysit, which means im expected to clean it

13. What's the longest that you have committed to one person and one person only? 10 months i think

14. What’s the first thing you did when you opened your eyes today? think disallusioned thoughts that i heard tapping at my window. it was a frog.

15. Has anyone ever told you they never want to ever lose you? yes

16. Is there anybody that you wish you could fix your relationship with? of course

17. Could you go out in public, looking like you do now? sure. altho thats not really a fair question, id go out in my pajamas~ heck, id go out stark naked!

18. Do you think things will change in the next 3 months? How? yeah. school, life in general... it always does.

19. Do you believe that you never know what you got until you lose it? not always... but most of the time, yes.

20. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yuppers, several.

21. What was your best/favorite subject at school? art or creative writing...

22. Describe your accent: uhhhh normal?

23. If you could change anything about yourself, would you? maybe... i dunno.

24. What do you wear to sleep? jamma pants and a tank top

25. When was the last time you were in a very good mood? What caused it? umm 2 days ago i think? classified my friends, that is classified.

okkeee fine ill do a for real post.
xxx
so i havent slept well at all the past two nights. i was up at regular intervals last night, just staring into the dark, but i did have a strange dream right before i woke up, the gist is this: i was running as fast as i could around somewhere and being timed, then I kept running and came out in this horse corral thing which on the other side was a fenced in area with all these horses. So my time was RULLY good and i was like yuuush! Then... fast forward i guess... i was under this pavillion with these two random guys and I remember the following conversation
me: omw, i think my dad's vanilla ice~ he is isnt he?
guy: hmm maybe you're right!
guy2: no, he's not. but he toured with vanilla ice on the hannah montana tour... the music is very misleading ( ice ice baby playing in background)
me: hmm.
THEN it randomly jumped to us all watching zach efron sitting on a stool onstage in the pavillion laughing as he took a ukelele out of a pink case and plugging an amp into it... then, just as he was about to start, my mum woke me up >.< WHYYY? i could have heard mr efron on the ukelele!!!!!!! maaan. i dunno why but these dreams are getting weirder and weirder. *sigh.
xxx
so all the grass is getting crunchy! im sad. i dont like crunchy grass, its no fun to walk on and sounds wrong. *crunch crunch crunch* i rode up to the hill yesterday and discovered that it to was suffering from obscene crunchiness. youd think an enchanted place would look a bit... more lush? oh well, if it was oasis like more ppl would go there and that would ruin it.
xxx
TRY THIS!!! i took a portion of this post ( the part about my dream) and pasted it into this thing and got : stephen king. haha! you must try it, simply copy part of a post, paste it into the box and itll tell you who you write like!

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/7VNwcL/iwl.me/
xxx
thats all, loves!
~me

autumn is coming (part 2)

reasons i dont like autumn:

it means this is coming






and all of it is lovely and whatever, but i just cant quite let go of summer! im not ready for ittttt.
and... it means THIS is coming

agh. alrite, enough with the pictures. im actually gonna have to post something real here one of these days :/
love,
moi

autumn is on its way

reasons i love autumn:

horizontal integration.

song of the day: free of me by josh radin~ this song is really depressing but i really like it, the music is niiiiice
xxx
about my title, what do you think of when you hear horizontal integration? because is it just me our does it sound a bit... suggestive? i mean REALLY and then theres also vertical integration... kinky! just kidding. darn you plushie, now you got me saying kinky, i NEVER said kinky before you, now i say it all the time, you have CORRUPTED me, oh and i love you for it ;). anyways, so my dad had to write a whole paper on horizontal integration, and then he read it to me and the whole time i was thinking of it in the wrong way so i laughed quite frequently and proceeded to explain that i was "enchanted by the idea of this integration stuff..." he was clueless. haha.
xxx
i recently watched a rly funny vid called "grocery store musical" on improveverywhere.com it was so silly i laughed pretty hard when they wheeled a black guy on a car out and he started talking like obama~ it was funny, he's like " WE CAN!!!!!!" oh dear.
xxx
if you've never read hard love by ellen wittlinger you should, it was really goood and sad, the gist is a straight guy falls in love with a lesbi girl. its quite interesting.
xxx
well, i must go now my dears~ me and me padre and me hermana are going to ride into lake o on our bikes today ( O.o) should be an ADVENTURE~ YAAAAAAAAY.
love to you all,
~kara