where hath my social networking sight fled?

hello dear friends and enemies
Its in my heart to say
I truly hope that all of you
Have had a lovely day

I will not lie and swear that mine
Was perfect or the best
Honestly I feel like I'm
In need of days of rest

With dreams of sleeping I drudge on
In happy and in sad
On rainy days, on sunny days
On giggly days, and mad

When weekends come I relish it

The moments I relax

But just 2 days is all I get

Then dreaded school is back.

It's not like I just hate my school

The people there are nice

But all the teachers probing eyes
Are much too high a price

And so right now while I should be
Now scribbling homework down
I'm taking time to type a rhyme
That's lamer than a clown...
xxx
alrite that was dumb...haha i couldnt help myself, i enjoy thinking in rhyme sometimes, you should try it, its a good challenge :3. seeoooo about my title~ is anyone else's facebook down or is it just this stupid computer. errrgggh facebook is my happy place on the interneeeeeet i know thats lame and addict sounding, but its where all my friends are... like hanging out online and now its *sniffle sniffle* GONE! or atleast for now... it says theres a network error and blah blah whatever *sigh. sad.
xxx
school was alrite today, i had a few.... sterrange experiences including ANOTHER mention of the mall (courntey, you know what im talking about...),a SUPER confusing argument in chem, another confusing and funny argument in lit, and in general just a LONG DAY. thursdays are bad days for classes (i have dif classes every day of the week) so thursdays go like this:
double hermeneutics ( two periods)
rhetoric 1
algebra
LUNCH
art
world lit
chem
so art and lunch and lit were alrite, but double hermeneutics? REALLLY ergh. its soo boring. and rhetoric is just confusing. algebra is BLEH, and chem is chaos. in a bad way. Oh lordy.
xxx
to end, some lyrics for a song i heard on a kids station today... its so cute ^_^
look it up and listen~ its adorable.

I went to see the doctor
I had come down with the blues
She said that I can’t cure you but heres something you can do, take out a piece of paper and go sit down for a while and a draw a pretty picture of something that makes you smile
I know what makes me happy i didn’t have to think for long but when i tried to draw it, it always came out wrong
i had a box of 12, 48 and 64 but no where could i find that one shade i was looking for

I guess i had realized it should have come as no surprise, crayola doesn’t make a color for your eyes
There is no way that i could possibly describe you
crayola doesn’t make a color to draw my love

see? ahhh doooor uuuh buuuuwl.
love fohevah

urmmmm

song of the day: fuzzy blue lights by owl city

hello~ well today was pretty good. i mean its school, ya do what you can. good things tho.... donuts in math class, getting a hibiscus flower drawn on the inside of my arm with sharpie, telling off the boys, getting shocked by a fake gum thing ANNNNND getting dalia back ( she smacked my butt and i wasnt expecting it so i SCREAMED but i got her back.... mwahaha). but that was purty much my day. nothing great and life changing :/
wellll imma going to youth group tonite! w00t w00t. yaay. OH MAN i just remembered, we talked about porn, sex and obscenity today in lit! it was hilarious. and somewhere in there we ventured into PMSing and that whole area. it was definitely.... an adventure. hee hee. okay, ill write more later when i have more to report, but to end, a poem from my new fave guy...

somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond by E. E. Cummings

somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near

your slightest look will easily unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose

or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands
x i love his work because it seems random, but to me it makes perfect sense ^^ x
.:kara.grace:.

things that make you go hrmmm

song of the day: crash by the acro-brats
i was watching mr beans holiday and this song was on it... i happen to love it~ the song and the movie... but the song i mean here~ its good for running :3
xxx
so i just have to make a comment on the pic... i happen to find this HILARIOUS because of the whole twilight thing. now i cant say much because i have never bothered to read/watch twilight, but i can say this: from what ive heard its purty lame, no es verdad?
xxx
on the title: so at my school everyone in the HS and jr hi gets jobs for after school and today i had the job of vaccuming 3 classrooms. so i did mr belot and mrs feldpaush's rooms, then i came to mr sochay's room and guess who was sitting at his desk... this wispy blonde barbie doll of a 28 year old, his wifey poo. she got up and said "hi! ohh its so nice to meet you~ arent you just lovely!" and hugged me... i stiffly hugged back in shock and smiled with my mouth " nice to meet you too..." then in walked 52 year old mr.sochay " oh you've met my wife! how nice!" i laughed nervously and plugged in the vaccum as quickly as possible. alrite, question of the day: what does malibu barbie see in a half bald half indian old guy? yeah im wondering myself....
xxx
so today i learned that halloween really originated as a Christian holiday~ apparently a bunch of Christians decided to dress up as witches and goblins and demons to mock satan and his lack of power... mr belots example was that this would be like in 1920 dressing as al capone and making fun of him all day while running around town. basically, old time satire. i find this really interesting... so eventually it morphed into a pagan holiday for a while i guess, but its origins are totally pure. so i guess all the anti-halloweenies need to hear that ;)
xxx
well tommorow my parents get to go meet deandre and dionte, the two boys we are ADOPTING~ yaaaaay! im so excited~! the only reason im not excited is cuz this means that i have to babysit from like 4 to 8, but if i get paid then yaaay! hmm other news? oh right~ i rode my bike with my sister up to a local golf course yesterday, that was fun, and i turned in my app to work next spring/summer... i doubt ill get the job cuz i know NOTHING about golf, but you know it can't hurt to try now and then i guesss
xxx
alrite, now call me a crazy geek but i must admit: as we speak i am ordering additional textbooks for out of school work. saxon alge2 and abeka grammar to be precise~ why? because my school does rhetoric which is learning to present a point and argue it in written form but not grammar for grades 11 and up so i dont want to lose all my grammar knowledge... and the math is because my book is just STUPID and really hard to learn from so i decided to do saxon on my own and work it out to try to learn it, plus then i can go ahead if i want or just go at my own pace. yeah im crazy, but i'm really planning on going hard core for school work this year~ i need good grades!!
xxx
alrite, its my bed time~ ill see you all later! thank you for tuning in to my insane ramblings, i feel priveleged to have held your attention for this long.
love always,
.:kara.grace:.

bleeeh

hello guys~ well i have to much to blog abouuut now, its weird. i dont even know where to start so ill go with retreat. retreat was with my leetle school from wed to fri... it was alot of fun, i went from being strangers with all my classmates, to meeting "my soul mate" dalia masaad ( a hilarious senior grl), skipping arm in arm with kim and adrianna and countless other scarily friendly gestures~ but it was awesome and i won slimbo (limbo but walking on a tarp covered in soap and water) yaaay and my grade won second in the vball tournament, yaaay. then fri i had dance and we picked up a grl from japan for the weekend ( naoku, shes really sweet)... then sat was FEIS (wooo hooooo~~~~!) where i got 2 firsts and a second so im mostly in prizewinner now... but my head is so sore from my stupid wig, i have a bump on my head where the combs dug in on the top. OWW! today... we went to check out a performance group close to where we live and ended up getting in so now im up to dance three times a week~ good lord! private lessons tuesdays, group on fri and performance sundays... man.
xxx
bored out of my skull today~ and im not feeling like school tommorow. im feeling like curling under my covers and sleeping for an eternity. that would be nice. and to end, some song lyrics that were on the wall in my dance studio...

Shall we dance?
On a bright cloud of music shall we fly?
Shall we dance?
Shall we then say "Goodnight and mean "Goodbye"?

love
.:kara.grace:.

to sum it all up would be impossible

hello. i must now blog about the last few days. ummm oh what day was that? wull one of them i went on a lovely walk with courtney in the drizzle, we took some pictures and talked, which was really great :) then... on sunday after church we rode our bikes like 15 miles i think? and even stopped in a cemetary and invaded a crypt!! but there was no one inside. darn. thats prolly why the door was unlocked.... anyways. yes so we rode around, and talked and talked and talked and rode and walked a bit when the wind was too strong anddddd oh dear i have to go but ill finish this when i get back from retreat and have much more to write about~
and to end, a lovely poem by ee cummings

up into the silence the green

up into the silence the green
silence with a white earth in it

you will(kiss me)go

out into the morning the young
morning with a warm world in it

(kiss me)you will go

on into the sunlight the fine
sunlight with a firm day in it

you will go(kiss me

down into your memory and
a memory and memory

i)kiss me,(will go)

out in the raaain.

i love ee cummings, he is probably my very favorite poet of all time. if you don't know why, read beloww....

in time of daffodils

in time of daffodils(who know
the goal of living is to grow)
forgetting why,remember how

in time of lilacs who proclaim
the aim of waking is to dream,
remember so(forgetting seem)

in time of roses(who amaze
our now and here with paradise)
forgetting if,remember yes

in time of all sweet things beyond
whatever mind may comprehend,
remember seek(forgetting find)

and in a mystery to be
(when time from time shall set us free)
forgetting me,remember me

Now i lay(with everywhere around

(Now i lay(with everywhere around)
me(the great dim deep sound
of rain;and of always and of nowhere)and
what a gently welcoming darkestness--

now i lay me down(in a most steep
more than music)feeling that sunlight is
(life and day are)only loaned:whereas
night is given(night and death and the rain

are given;and given is how beautifully snow)

now i lay me down to dream of(nothing
i or any somebody or you
can begin to begin to imagine)

something which nobody may keep.
now i lay me down to dream of Spring

a total stranger one black day by E. E. Cummings

a total stranger one black day
knocked living the hell out of me--

who found forgiveness hard because
my(as it happened)self he was

-but now that fiend and i are such
immortal friends the other's each

xxx
in short, i love that guys work. all of it is... lovely. speaking of LOVELY i went for a bike ride in the rain today~ it was an adventure. it was a minor ride, just around town and back, and i WAS soaked when i got home but it was worth it. it was my first real ride in the rain and i thought i might catch pneumonia but... theres something about riding around town in the pouring rain, it felt like i was the only one alive.... oh my gosh that sounded pathetic. anyways, it was gorgeous and worth being cold and soaked in the end. ahem. so, im excited, me and court are gonna wreak havoc on the world later today ;) yaaaaay.
xxx

find you inner sasquatch

school. school.school. i love and hate school. i love the fact that i have a heck of alot more freedom than my old school, like theyre a CHristian school but they don't shove it down your throat. its odd bcuz i get along really well with the seniors but not so much with the juniors, i find this odd because really, im sophmore age so the fact that i spend most of my time with the seniors, is kinda ironic. the juniors are alrite, but... i dunno kinda blah. the seniors are all much more intersting and friendly. haha. let me give an example, yesterday in chem, a kid named evan found a stuffed blowfish on a string and proceeded to swing it around over his head like a lasso for several minutes. okay, i didnt say they were MATURE i just said funny. okay honestly all the guys there are immature weirdos, but they make class fun. like today when we were talking about what we would read in lit... they suggested song of songs, giggling and "whispering" about their favorite verses... something like " here i lie, on my bed, thinking of you" and it got progressively worse~! silly boyyys. all in all, its a pretty good school. but it kinda sux when i have classes with just the 11th graders, i mostly sit by the kinda geeky but nice guys who atleast can have semi intelligent conversations , or kayla who really doesnt talk to me at all :/ either way, im kinda screwed.
xxx
had a lovely day today besides school in many ways, but its all too long and complicated to get into. so, just know it was fun.
xxx
oh hahah i am currently watching a REALLY funny movie called Just Married with ashton kutcher... it is histerical, if you havent watch it, watch it soon~ its making me laugh like crazy. i swear these are the kind of things that are gonna happen to me someday.... the premise is they get married and go on their honeymoon and everything goes downhill from day one... like he goes to carry her over the threshold and she slams her head on the door frame. they start kissing and she gets a nose bleed. andd more hilariousness, watch it, just trust me ;)
xxx
wull. have a good night my loves, behave and have sweetest dreams.